| Guess whose back....back again....Loz is back...tell your friends |
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| 09:52pm 04/01/2003 |
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Yo peeps! It's been a long time no type! I've just read my last entry...oh dear i was drunk wasnt I!! lmao. Right well lots has happened since then...but i dont remember what....oh theres been the school play which was a sucess, and christmas and new year which have been shit...awful, the worst ever i think. But i dont want to type about it so im not gonna!! but yeah...just thought i'd let you know im still alive...and will think about coming here more often! lol Oh by the way check out my new pic.....yum!! Sorry Claire if you're here...but...well...i dont care! :P Hope you're all well....back 2 prison monday :( see u there BYeeeeeeeeeee xxxxxxxxLoZxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| 07:40pm 17/11/2002 |
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Well last nite was Cats b'day party....and it woz v gd!! I worked all day and then i went 2 Jo's after work and me, jo, katie and Joel walked 2 the party which was at Cat's bf (Adam's) house. And i admit....the first hour was...a little...well...uneventful...sum wud say boring!! But once Jen arrived....well things livened up!! lol thats not true. Well Anni and Lori came and sat with me on the floor against the wall....they're very funny. And i had a sidekick...which i hadnt had b4 not bein a very big drinker and it was quite nice actually!! And afta that Lynsey gave me a beer, and by that point i was a little tipsy, its only a little, but as i neva eva drink usually that was a lot! Later on I did have another beer...a Bud this time...put it this way i was in a very dancing, mad mood....sum wud say piss...correction, Jo, Katie and Ella would say pissed!! lol. Ok so maybe I was, and maybe thats why i had a headache this morning but hey! I had fun!! Oh apart from one thing.......JEN 'THE ELEPHANT' WALSH PULLED.......i repeat........THE WALKING WHALE PULLED....ok so she only got Matt Croxford but omg she pulled...it was disgusting, and me being..well...drunk didnt help lol. She was dancing to the timewarp and wiggling her arse near us...so i was all set 2 tell her what i really thought of her and what she looks like but katie and jo stopped me. And wen jen n matt went for a 'walk' me and Laura chased them down the road holding hands...now as you can imagine...that would've been quite funny 2 watch, i had a beer in my hand and we were both wearing boots and shouting "Jennifer" lol. And later on Jennifer called me mean just because i started singing *washing machines live longer with calgon* when she was getting off with Matt...well...how rude....most of this i've been told i did...i forgot sum! I danced loadz...madly..madly madly, lol. Ella and me hava wkd new dances, we do the Kim dance and theres the barbie dance which is the best!! On the way back to Jo's i had to be supported and i was phoning loadza ppl but no1 answered *sob* i was after Jens number to give her a piece of my mind, but no1 had it...grr...but wen we got back 2 jo's that woz very funny...i dnt remember this bit!! I laid on the bed and started saying that it was floating and that my name was Captain Lozarina and then i was shouting EEEEEVVVVVVVVVAAAAAT BELAAAAAAAAAAAAY....if ur in the school play, u'll understand!! And i also got Jo to give me her gerbils phone number and i tried 2 ring it but it made the noise it does wen it doesnt recognize the number so i made a tune up 2 it it went like this "kims tounge *drum beat* jens bum *drum beat*" lol. Lovely! But before i went to sleep i phoned Laura to tell her i loved her! lol. And this morning i realised i had sent Cat a txt sayin that i loved her....i really dnt remember doin that :S scary!! But it was a great nite overall, and rehersals went quite well 2day as well.....loadz 2 do tho :S. Bye byeeeeee xxxxxxxxxLoZsTeRxxxxxxxxxx |
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| 09:08pm 12/11/2002 |
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Jst got back from Devon. These have been a couple of very long, very hard days. And honest to god i swear my heart has never hurt so much. It was a lovely service though. The vicar was nice. I went in the proper funeral car with my Dad,Nan,Angie, Holly and Jordan. But standing waiting outside the church to go in, and watching the coffin broke me. My aunts and cousins were great. I stood back while nana, dad,angie, holly and jordan all held hands. My aunty dee tried 2 get me 2 join with them, my cousin Jackie tried 2 get me 2. In the end aunty dee pulled me over and i stood with my aunty annie. She just stood and rubbed my arm. i never stopped crying during the service either. I couldnt sing the songs or nething. But it was a lovely service. The vicar mentioned Lorraine and Josh (Lorraine was my cousin and was killed in a car accident, and Josh was my cousins son who was killed by his dad). This of course upset my Aunty Sherry, Uncle Mick and Joanne (mum, dad n sis of Lorraine) and Debbie (my cousin- Josh's mum). So pretty much every1 was crying...and trust me thats a lotta people......heres my family tree... My nan had........... Uncle Kev Aunty Annie Aunty Sherry Aunty Dee My dad
Uncle Kev married Aunty sue and they had... Jackie (who married Gary and now have 2 boys Adam and Matthew) Nikki Andrew Kieron
Aunty Annie married (then divorced) my uncle Danny and they had... Debbie (Had Sam then Josh (who died) and Jemma) Daniel (married to Rachel) John
Aunty Sherry married uncle Mick and had... Lorraine (died) Joanne
Aunty Dee married uncle Alan and they had... Rikki (married to Vicky) Anna Alex Carla
quite a big family...and that many people crying means a lot of tissues......u shudda seen Debbies handbag afterwards, she had collected all the wet tissues bless her. Debbie's a darlin she really is. Second oldest out of the lot of us so maybe thats why i love her so much coz shes more motherly, but she is. She'll always give you a hug.....and the accent!! Man i love it! I bloody end up talkin like it though. So if i see you tommorow and say Hello my darlin how are u then......blame all my devon family...they corrupt my mind with all their "lovers" hehehe. And Jackie proved how much older than me she is when she started on about my height. lol. Oh god she cracks me up. We were stood on this slope up 2 the church and she looked up at me n goes "Now i know why i shud neva stand with you. Maybe if i do to the top of the hill we'll be on eyelevel" i did point out that i was wearing hills but then she showed me hers...!! I really miss Jackie though. I just admire her so much. And her two boys Adam and Matthew are gorgeous!!! Adams the oldest (he's 3) and he's like a little fairy! He's got a tiny frame and very fine fair hair but Matthew...Matthew is huge for a baby! He's chubby with big brown eyes like Jackie and he's lovely. And the great thing is he has the same birthday as my grandad. So at least grandad new him for a year before he died. As a life was ending Matthews is begining. But yeah....family get 2 gevas are great. I wish i saw them all more. But maybe once im driving i can go and see them. Especially Jackie and Uncle Kev n co as they only live in Barton-Le-Clay which is pretty close. But i better go sort myself out. nite xxxxxLxxxxxx |
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| 06:27pm 03/11/2002 |
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I'm actually feelin a bit beta....a little. If i dnt feel beta im guna be killed with a blunt spoon by sum ravin mad essex girl....may i be seriously warned!! Funeral is all sorted, its a cremation next monday. I've neva been to a funeral :S im a little scared, maybe im jst bein silly, who knows. But grandads ashes r guna be sprinkled where Josh is (my cousins son...my second cousin??) which is a nice thing. I'm going down wiv my uncle Kev tho coz dad cant take us all as he's gotta take angie, jordan, dan and Lucy....2 many!! dunno if jo's going or not. Ah well. But im guna miss the drama thingy..grrr. god im terrible. its his fukin funeral ive gotta be there. Ok, claire im warning u if u read this that im not goin 2 talk bout killin myself so u can put the blunt spoons down!! I'm just going to complain bout myself. I realised the ova day how horrible i am wen im upset, laura sed how shes scared wen im upset and i thort this woz coz she thinks im guna cut myself, but its not she says she doesnt wana say nethin wrong in case i go mad at her. I dnt wana be like that...grrr...grrrrrrr at me...grgrgrgrgrgrgrrrrr. Ok enuff grrrrrring. I sang in church 4 my mum 2day. Went well considerin i only learnt the song the ova day!! And i got sum positive feedback which was brill.....mum thinks i was the best part of the service....HELL YEAH!! lol. U wait till my next singing lesson! Lynsey (my teacher) will be proud...i'll be telling her positive things!! Wooooohoo! And hopefully she'll then 4get about gettin me 2 put 10p in a jar everytime i say sorry! i can hope!! Nearly the final of LJBB www.livejournal.com/~dynam0 im guna win!! Ok so im not but ive got far! yeah! adam will win i rekon. But who knows....no1...i shall see you all soon....Lozziexxxxxx |
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| R.I.P Richard Edingborough |
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| 10:10pm 01/11/2002 |
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mood:  sad music: LeAnn Rimes- Life Goes On
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I just wasnt expecting it. I knew he was ill but i thought he'd got better, he'd been sat up and talking last week and now he's dead. There i did it. My grandad is dead. I just feel so numb. I breezed through school (well most of it, i went home at lunch and missed the 'urgent' greece meeting but i didnt wana stay) I had 1 hug all day and i'm feeling rejected. Ok so i kno im not rejected, but u cnt help feelin that way. I mean for gods sake im not even that close 2 him...opps shud be in past tense..i wasnt even that close 2 him. I'm horrible when im upset tho, i go all hard and wont let ne1 near me but when i'm really cryin inside and just wana hug. I think that's why Claire is so gud 4 me. She'll jst cum up and hug me and she has this habbit of knowing when im upset..even though i dnt show it :S scarey! but hey...in the words of LeAnn Rimes......"Life Goes on". But i dnt want it to.....fucking hell. y cudnt i hav been the 1 2 die. i hate life. it sux.Ne1 want mine? |
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| 09:12pm 31/10/2002 |
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mood: SHIT music: Nelly'n' Kelly
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Blah. Even my own mother is to busy for me. Ok ok i know it was a gud reason but bloody hell. She cant see whats happening to me in front of her. Nobody can. Not that thats a bad thing, as maybe i dont want people to realise, but surely they will sooner or later...:S i dunno. I've become so lax at school. Apart from drama i've been late or havent handed work in. In just isnt me. I dont know whats wrong. Well i do...a bit i suppose. I dunno.grrrr. My singing is going badly. Shes great the new teacher really she is its my bloody voice i dunno wots happened. Last year James said out of all of us that he taught i was the one that had improved the furthest but this year its like im starting again, i havent been happy with one lesson yet. Its gutting really. Singing is something i've loved for years but if im not doing it justice whats the point? And my teachers wants me 2 put 10p into a box everytime i say sorry in her lesson next week. God i'll be broke. Maybe i should do that and then give the money to childrens in need or summin...maybe...as long as she doesnt want the money!! Maybe i shouldnt have gone back to school. It just doesnt feel right at the moment. I've lost the motivation that i had last year, its ridiculous. I fucking hate me...grrrrrrr. |
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| 09:17pm 30/10/2002 |
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Live journal is against me....it is killing my pictures of 1 by 1....grrrrrrrr. Ah well. We actually did drama in drama 2day *shock horror* and mrs miles has been at lessons twice in a row *double shock horror* and she read my homework out....oh the embarassment. I hate it when teachers do that!! lol. Everyone looks at you and you dont know where to look and as i was the only one that did it right they were all joking about it and i wanted the ground to swallow me!! But it didnt, so i had to grin and bear it! Liverpool are loosing 1-0 to Valencia...grrrrr.Deflected off of Hyppia...grrrrrr. Sorry i've really got nothing to write about tonight....as you may have guessed! So i shall leave you, my loyal readers and we shall continue another time....goodnight....sleep tight.....hope the bed bugs dont bite....:S oh dear im quite bizzare!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| 08:36pm 28/10/2002 |
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mood:  blank music: Rosie Ribbons-------- Blink
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Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!! This is Miss Lozaroo reporting for duty! Lets see....what did i do 2day?? erm....well i went 2 school....oh yeah thats it!! Well i designed the poster 4 the play and 2day i showed it 2 mrs cunningham who was very pleased wiv it!! I was most surprised actually coz i wasnt sure if it was the sorta thing she was looking for. She also gave me a list of jobs that need doing and i need 2 sort out whose doing what!! Ahhhhh! I dont mind though, takes me mind of life i guess!! I did have drama 2day though which was cool. Well it was ok i spose! It always unnerves me a little when mrs miles starts analising the class, i worry incase she releases stuff about me. Not that she would but she knows more about me than anyone and if anyone found out...well....i dont know it would be weird i guess. But i spoke 2 her afta and asked if it wud be ok 4 me 2 start seeing her once a week again. Hopefully she'll get me back on track...not that i want anyone to think im off track...but i dont want anyone finding out! but hididlehi.I'm fine.....HONEST......NEVA BEEN BETA......hmmm, convinced?? I tried 2 buy Westlifes single in Woolies 2day but as i gave it 2 her she told me it wasnt out till the 4th.....then i saw the label! I swear they shud hava sign up sayin in huuuuuuge letters that its not out yet!! I do that so often! lol. When ppl write lol do they really laugh out loud or not?? Coz i write it all the time but i most of the time i dnt actually laugh out loud...i jst laugh in my head....make sense :S lol (i laughed that time). But....i shall laugh no longer.....i have nothing more to say..oh oh oh apart from that i really really like sum1 at the mo and havent felt like this bout ne1 b4!!!!! hehehe *blushes* newayz.....this is the Lozaroo hopping off........xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxXx |
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| Lauren's Journal.....fun and excitement 4 all the family |
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| 08:22pm 27/10/2002 |
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mood:  drained music: LeAnn Rimes- Life Goes On
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WHERE HAS MY KIAN PICTURE GONE??????????? *sobs uncontrollably* I really loved that pic. I visit my journal especially just to see it.....*sighs* Newayz...Life goes on....oh i like that song *sings* Rite well i did this massive update the ova day but.....but as i pushed update the computer crashed AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. But, i have returned 2 try again. So...if you're sittin comfortably I shall begin....*clears throat* Right....well the other friday...(cant remember the date!!) I went to Norfolk with the school....and to be honest i have neva been so bloody cold in all my bloody life!!! I sat with Kim on the way there *shivers* she was a erm...a little annoying ova the weekend but we'll get onto that later! What did we do when we got there?? *thinks* erm....well...oh yeah i remember! We stood in a garage/shed for a while and got introduced to our 'guide' Paul, he was quite mad...a little odd!! But afta a wait we went 4 a walk and a talk about sum stones and stuff, i cudnt hear him half the time lol so i just chatted 2 mr brown who wasnt payin attention either TUT TUT. Then we went back toured the site and were showed 2 our rooms. I shared wiv Kaz, Kirsty, Kiera, Ella and Kim. In a way i wished i'd shared wiv the othas (Lucy, Nixi, Jen, Emma, Kirsty T, Debbie and Jem.). I just felt sorta the odd one out in the room i was in. I was wiv the pretty popular ones. Not that the ovas arnt pretty or popular...ok i'll shut up im just digging a hole here!! Rite on the Saturday we spent 7 hours....7 bloody hours not a 1 or 2 but 5 beaches. I stood at beaches just shivering.fffffrrreeeeeeezzzing. But i learnt a lot actually. The bloke that took us out was called Ronan, he was alrite, did it in a way that i understood!! We were meant 2 hava lecture wen we got bak but we jst did IT, and then dinner and had the rest of the evening off! Twas wkd!! Well i was a bit of a social reject I sat wiv the outcasts lol but it was alrite. Kim flirted wiv Paul alnite lol, was funny actually. And i spoke 2 Matt McNair Smith, he's quite funny actually we took the piss out of Jen all nite!hahaha. and he told me that his grandad was 81 when he had his dad :S man thats mad. And on sunday we did Cromer! lol that was funny, me, Kaz and Kirsty were meant 2 be doing this landuse thingy along wiv otha things and we kept disaggreeing and arguing but then laughing because we never argue lol, oh dear...it was funny if u were there!! lol, i cant stop laughin bout it now! On the way home me and kim sat in the front of the mini bus and kim flirted like hell wiv mr clarke LMAO. And onto the week. Did nowt monday or tuesday but wednesday i had rehersals 4 the school play. We did furniture removal for the first hour or so! It was mad! I actually get on really well with Becky Ray, she really nice not that i wasnt expecting to but you never know, you hear rumours you know you cant help but listen!! Jack is such a good actor! Bloody hell. he can just read is lines exactly as they shud be read! Amazing! After that i went 2 Cats house. We watched Moulin Rouge, wow it's excellent!! I've never seen Nicole Kidman in much b4 but she is well pretty gorgeous! And Ewan McGregor was so cute in it!! I slept at Cats that nite which was cool. Her dad's really funny! lol. And thursday was rehersal again! We started the scenery!! Ohhh looks wkd!! My lair obviously is guna be the best!! lol, i dont have a whole stage 2 myself for nothin you know!! And friday i did summin but cnt remember what....oh yeah i went 2 the library, card shop and came home again! lol i lead such an interesting life! Oh and i now have 77 cds......I WANT MORE!! lol. Nearly xmas!! I worked my money out 2day i hafta save save save rite up till xmas now so i can get every1 pressies. I need 2 fall out with a few peeps so i dnt hafta buyas many things!!hehehe! School 2moz *sobs*. Probs do me gud. Gets me out. I've been feelin bad again, but we wont go into that im on a high at the moment and ive gotta keep that going so this is the Lozster signing out............LoZzIe |
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| 07:58pm 23/09/2002 |
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Bloody hell, am i such a twat or what. I'm such a fucking mug. I make a comment not realising how ppl would misunderstand it go to school everyone is fine with it but then find out what they said about me. They say it all the night b4 then act all fine and dandy the following day. Well sorry but that aint friendship. I havent felt this shit for a while. And i know what happens when i feel shit. Oh joy. I cant wait. |
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| 08:33pm 15/09/2002 |
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When the guy i was hoplessly mad about for over a year starts chatting to you after absolutly aaaaaaaaaaages and then reveals he quite likes one of your best mates it messes with you a little.....actually not a little...a lotto.FUCKIN HELL. Lucky im ova him then...well i thort i was...no i am...i guess... and now he wants moi 2 help him....*sob* Y does it always happen? I fall for a guy and he's in love with my best mate and on a mission (which normally involves me) to get her. AND ITS THE SAME GIRL THEY ALL FALL FOR!!!!!!!!! Bleugh. Everyone i talk 2 is tellin me about the Loft, but i'm sad and boring.....thats y all the guys fancy my mate! lol i dont kno why my friends r my friends really...we're so different....so so different. Here comes the depression......its coming again...i cant wait |
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| Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Quizzes......... |
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| 05:39pm 27/08/2002 |
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mood:  ditzy music: Atomic Kitten- Tide Is High
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You are a DUMBLEDORE to Harry! You are kind, nice and a bit crazy. Everyone looks up to you and respects you. You're basically the nice old guy in the bunch ;D
Which adult in Harrys life are YOU?
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| 06:24pm 25/08/2002 |
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Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! lol, sorry dunno why I did that! I am again on holiday...in Shropshire...with the same Ironbridge...in the same town...with the same lack of lads...*sigh*...oh well I'm coming home on Thursday woooooooooooooohooooooooooooo! And we must all get 2gether again b4 school. If you wanna! I mean you dont hafta but...i thought it would be nice *puppy dog eyes* hehehe I'm sooooooooo glad every1 is pleased with their results, well Laura was a lil upset with her maths but she'll do fine when she resits it. The meal that i had in the italian place with ella, her mum n dad and my mum and my mums mate liz was wicked!! I had lasagna (spelling :S) yummmmmmmmmm. It was a good evening just chatting but even better...........CELEBRATING!!!!!!!!!!!!I did well, Ella did well...well well well!!! Oh I went shopping yesterday!! lol! I got a pair of purpley/red cords (v.nice!) and a pink strippy shirt and a diary.....marvelous! And I went shopping on friday....i never normally go shopping this often! On friday i got a pair of reddy jean, a rugby shirt, a pink (omg!) shirt a beige/cream knitted sorta hoodie thing and i think thats it...*thinks* possibly summthin else........oh yeah i got another shirt with a lil england badge on the front and on the back it has 10 top scorer!! Wicked! This bloke thats after my mum gave me a marks n spencers voucher 4 my exams, but i went in there n all the stuff is bleugh!! lol. Anything i did like was a bloody rip off, a fitted white top was £35.....35 bloody quid, i could get 4 for that price in New Look or summin! Mums going to buy it off me lol, it's more of a mums shop really lol, I could always get sum underwear in there...thats alright *thinks* hmmmmm possibly. I've watched loadza films latly as well!! I've seen My Best Friends Wedding (v.good), Bridget Jones Diary (f*ckin excellent! one of my faves) Dirty Dancing (also very good) and Sliding Doors (another of my faves) and I'm also going to watch Little Voice, Truman Show, Something bout Mary and Moulin Rouge (which I still havent seen!) Well I better get on now......actually i havent got anything to get on with lol, but hey, i better go do sumthin! L8rz peepsxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| 06:29pm 22/08/2002 |
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ENGLISH...............A ENGLISH LIT...............A MATHS...............C SCIENCE...............C SCIENCE...............C FRENCH...............B (what happened there?! i was predicted a C!!) GERMAN...............C (and i was predicted a B here! Oh well!) GEOGRAPHY...............B (phew!) DRAMA...............A.....well duh i am a drama queen! MUSIC...............C......HOW THE BLOODY HELL DID I PASS! LMAO
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| 10:44am 18/08/2002 |
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I'm not that shallow! Personality features to!! MInd you a good body is a bonus ;-)
41% moron??????? RRRRUUUUUUUUUUUDE!!
| Book Worm Meter | | Shut In 71% | | 29% Out Of The House |
| Intellectual 59% | | 41% Moron | | High Attention Span 59% | | 41% Low Attention Span | | Bookitude 44% | | 56% Book Burner | | Book Worm 58.25% | | 41.75% Bug Stomper |
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Me an optomist?? lol, oh dear how wrong can these tests be!
But i dont like green...:'-(
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What is my spectrum? I am green: My main color is green. I like to have fun and comfort. Happiness is the marker of a great life. | . |
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lol read what it says on the book..."a thereapists guide to sexual fufillment........like she ever fucked anyone lol
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I Am The Sex Toy:
Knowledge: So I might not be the first sex toy on everyones mind, but lets be honest about where sexual power really comes from.
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| 10:39am 18/08/2002 |
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I'm bored.....we're not going anywhere.........but at least there's no hills to climb!!!! :D
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